I failed myself and this is what I learned.
For so long, I tried to escape from my fears of living. I wanted to become an actress, a stand-up comedian, an influencer, or anything big because I wanted to make a difference in the world. I tried to make it work for years, but I kept meeting with rejections and time after time problem after problem dealing with all the work that needed to be done to make this life work. It was heavy work and it nearly killed me.