It’s September 22 and I thought it be great to start a gratitude series. Ever since I started writing in all my journals about manifesting, things have really turned out amazing for me and I can see life so beautifully now. I know these positive and uplifting blessings serve a purpose in this world and I really want to do my best to be a ray of sunshine for people. Each day I do my best to name as many things I’m grateful for of that day and reflect on how my day went especially if it was busy. I’m not perfect on writing everyday, but I do, do my best to at least pray and talk to the Universe about how I’m feeling and find someway to show my gratitude.
Today I woke up early at 7AM and went straight to focusing on my self-tape. I had to memorize a buttload of lines for a secret special show and I really felt like I needed to do my best to get through this self-tape. I memorized 3 scenes of crazy meanings and words I couldn’t even understand, but I’m so grateful that I had roommates and friends who helped me out and taught me to how to pronounce words like “prima facie” (pry-ma fash-ie) which means first impressions. It was a lot to figure out within 2 days that’s for sure, but I worked my booty off last night saying these lines over and over again like I’m reading affirmations and I woke up memorizing every single word of the script verbatim. Okay maybe I was off one or two words, but still, I was amazed at how much I could remember and had so much hope to get it done. My best friend Hayla helped me out via Facetime and we got through the script and filming within 2 hours! I’m so blessed she helped me through and gave me one of the best advice I heard. “Even if you don’t get the role, the fact that they have seen your face and saw your personality shine through is a win in itself.” That really made me feel at ease and I thanked her for those kind words with all my love.
Later on, I went to work to babysit one of the smartest kids I know, Nickhan. His mom told me I needed to make sure he gets through his schoolwork and I promised her I would make sure we get through his schoolwork and projects together. She also offered me an N95 mask for extra protection and I appreciated her for it. She really loves her family and her kids and I know she doesn’t want anything to happen to them. Some people would argue that’s a bit much, but I think she has every good intention to keep her family safe and that is mad respect. I never want anyone to feel uncomfortable and much rather be safe than anything else. I’m so grateful we have that open honest relationship with the family and her son is so wonderful. We have lots of fun together! Today, we build a monster trashcan out of cardboard paper and it looks legit, it can actually open and close! I love DIY projects and he does too so it works out perfectly. He also has a pool and I been practicing my free diving with him and we also surf and have water gunfights. It truly is such a blessing that I get to have fun with a kid and get paid for it. Yeah sometimes he doesn’t listen and likes to see me in pain or try to take my crystals, but he’s just a kid and he can’t go anywhere else but home, so I want to make sure that every time I work and take care of him, that he is happy, having fun, and really enjoying my company. As tiring as being a babysitter is, it’s worth making someone’s day happy, and getting paid for it is even better.
After a long day of babysitting, I rush back to get to my next job of service, my tarot card business. Today’s clients were Wang and Bradley and of course, I will not talk about their reading, but I must say tonight was truly a blessing to be able to really give these people the answers they are looking for. A place where they are not judged and are free to be themselves. My readings I make sure to bless them and give my thanks to my spirit guides and for them for being there. I really want my readings to be comfortable and inviting and I learned so much through doing them. I am so grateful because I really thought I was only getting maybe like $5-$10 tips for these but people have been donating so much more and it made me realize, WOW, I can get paid and help people?! Ha, I am so happy about it, but obviously the money is the bonus and the experience to touch people’s hearts is what I truly enjoy. I am learning how to handle business and also my readings better by paying attention to how people react. Some talk about their experiences and some much rather keep it private. I realized, it’s much better to respect people and their lives because sometimes they don’t want to talk about it or be embarrassed. I must realize I’m not a therapist or counselor so I can only do so much and I just hope my readings help more than anything. Thank you, Universe for teaching me these lessons today and I really am grateful because so much good has come out of it and I’m glad that I’m being more aware and learning from all these experiences. I’m so grateful for this amazing day and I’m so excited about what tomorrow will be like. I love you so much Universe and THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR LOVE!
Love your lightworker,